NOVEMBER 16 2010

....SO NOV 16 IS DA DAY MY LIL MAN SUPPOSE TO COME. I CANT WAIT. THESE MONTHS ARE NOT GOIN BY FAST ENOUGH. NOTHING CAN EXPLAIN THE LOVE I HAVE FOR MY SON. ITZ LYKE CHRISTMAS YOU CANT WAIT FOR EM TO GET HERE. ALOT OF PEOPLE THGHT IT WOULDNT HAPPEN TO ME BECAUSE IM NOT DAT TYPE OF GIRL BUT MISTAKES HAPPEN AND I LOVE MY MISTAKE. AT FIRST IT WAS KINDA HARD TO LOVE EM BT NOW I CNT WAIT TO MEET EM. HE JX FEELS MY HEART WITH SO MUCH JOY WHEN HE MOVES.BEIN A TEENAGE MOM IS GOIN TO BE HARD BUT I'LL GET THROUGH IT WIT DA HELP OF MY LOVED ONES. SO JAIDEN RILEY CARTER MORING I LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOURE DADDY DNT URE HIS.

HE SAW THE BEST IN ME

HE SAW THE BEST IN ME WHEN EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME COULD ONLY SEE THE WORST IN ME. I THANK GOD HE BROUGHT ME THIS FAR. I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'LL BE IF I DIDNT KEEP MY FAITH. I KNOW I SHOULD BE IN CHURCH MORE IMMA TRY AND GET BACK IN AND BAPTISED CAUSE YOU NEVA KNOW WEN ITZ GONE BE YOUR TYME. I HAD PEOPLE SAY I CANT DO THIS AND I WONT BE ABLE TO DO THIS JUST BECAUSE IM A TEENAGE MOM. BUT THE FAITH OF GOD KEEPS ME MOTIVATED AND I KNO HE'S GOIN TO SEE ME THRU THIS STRUGGLE. SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA REACH THE BOTTOM FOR U TO GET TO THE TOP.EVEN WHEN PEOPLE TRY TO BREAK YOU AND TEAR YOU DOWN STILL REMAIN STRONG.IM NOT LIVIN FOR MYSELF ANYMORE I HAVE SOMEONE MORE IMPORTANT TO LIVE FOR WHICH IS MY SON.SO IM GONE MAKE THE BEST OUTTA BEIN MOM AND IMMA STRIVE TO GIVE MY SON THE BEST EVEN IF DAT JUST MEANS MY LOVE.GOD WILL BRING YOU THRU ANYTHING ONLY IF U LET EM.