STRAWBERRY/WATERMELLON NAILS

SO TODAY I JUST WANTED TO FEEL PRETTY. IM NOT A GIRLY GIRL OR BIG FASHIONISTA BUT I DO LOVE TRYIN NEW THINGS. SO TODAY I PAINTED MY NAILS STRAWBERRY OR WATERMELON. I REALLY DNT KNO WHICH ONE TO CALL IT BECAUSE IT LOOKS AS IF CAN BE EITHER. IM NO ARTIST BUT I DID TRY SOME DIFF. SO I GUESS IMMA DO AN OUTFIT OF THE DAY LATER WITH THESE NAILS.

NOVEMBER 16 2010

....SO NOV 16 IS DA DAY MY LIL MAN SUPPOSE TO COME. I CANT WAIT. THESE MONTHS ARE NOT GOIN BY FAST ENOUGH. NOTHING CAN EXPLAIN THE LOVE I HAVE FOR MY SON. ITZ LYKE CHRISTMAS YOU CANT WAIT FOR EM TO GET HERE. ALOT OF PEOPLE THGHT IT WOULDNT HAPPEN TO ME BECAUSE IM NOT DAT TYPE OF GIRL BUT MISTAKES HAPPEN AND I LOVE MY MISTAKE. AT FIRST IT WAS KINDA HARD TO LOVE EM BT NOW I CNT WAIT TO MEET EM. HE JX FEELS MY HEART WITH SO MUCH JOY WHEN HE MOVES.BEIN A TEENAGE MOM IS GOIN TO BE HARD BUT I'LL GET THROUGH IT WIT DA HELP OF MY LOVED ONES. SO JAIDEN RILEY CARTER MORING I LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOURE DADDY DNT URE HIS.

HE SAW THE BEST IN ME

HE SAW THE BEST IN ME WHEN EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME COULD ONLY SEE THE WORST IN ME. I THANK GOD HE BROUGHT ME THIS FAR. I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'LL BE IF I DIDNT KEEP MY FAITH. I KNOW I SHOULD BE IN CHURCH MORE IMMA TRY AND GET BACK IN AND BAPTISED CAUSE YOU NEVA KNOW WEN ITZ GONE BE YOUR TYME. I HAD PEOPLE SAY I CANT DO THIS AND I WONT BE ABLE TO DO THIS JUST BECAUSE IM A TEENAGE MOM. BUT THE FAITH OF GOD KEEPS ME MOTIVATED AND I KNO HE'S GOIN TO SEE ME THRU THIS STRUGGLE. SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA REACH THE BOTTOM FOR U TO GET TO THE TOP.EVEN WHEN PEOPLE TRY TO BREAK YOU AND TEAR YOU DOWN STILL REMAIN STRONG.IM NOT LIVIN FOR MYSELF ANYMORE I HAVE SOMEONE MORE IMPORTANT TO LIVE FOR WHICH IS MY SON.SO IM GONE MAKE THE BEST OUTTA BEIN MOM AND IMMA STRIVE TO GIVE MY SON THE BEST EVEN IF DAT JUST MEANS MY LOVE.GOD WILL BRING YOU THRU ANYTHING ONLY IF U LET EM.

STARTING MY HAIR JOURNEY

SO TODAY DECIDED TO GO ON THIS HAIR JOURNEY WHERE IM NOT CUTTING MY HAIR AGAIN TILL IM 21. I STARTED CUTTIN MY HAIR IN THE 10TH GRADE AND IT GOT ADDICTING. I LET IT GET BACK LONG BUT CUT AGAIN AND THAT TIME I CUT IT TO SHORT. SO NOW I'M ON THIS HAIR JOURNEY WHERE IM NOT GOING TO GET MY HAIR DYED NOR CUT UNTIL I'M 21. RELAXERS AND GETTING MY HAIR TRIM WILL STILL REMAIN THE SAME THO. I THINK THIS IS GOIN TO BE GOOD FOR ME MAYBE MY HAIR CAN GET BACK TO LOOKIN TO ITS HEALTHY WAY OF LOOKIN LOL. SO BELOW ARE GOING TO BE SOME PICS OF BEFORE AND AFTER I CUT MY HAIR.
THIS PICTURE IS AFTER I CUT IT THE 1ST TIME AND IT GREW BACK PRETTY QUICK.

THIS IS THE LAST CUT I MADE.

THIS IS WAT IT LOOKS LIKE NOW.
SO HOPEFULLY BY CHRISTMAS IT'LL BE SHOULDER LENGTH :)